A piece of thought

Some people just love saying "I love you" way too much and way too soon to their better half.

The next day you broke up and the next few days you're in love with another. How quickly a human heart changes...And I sometimes wonder to myself, Do they even really meant it when they say "I love you"?? How can you switch loving someone else with all your heart at such a quick time?

Neither have I say nor even received an "I love you" from any members of the opposite sex. I don't live a sad life, I'm just never been in a relationship, that's all. Yeah, a few guys I flirted and what not but never once I would pop the word "I love you" to them. I know this much to myself that love is such a strong word as for I have never felt nor truly experience it. I always thought that love was something that last for an eternity (like your love for your family, it will never die, no matter how much you hate them), if you can moved on, than---well you're just infatuated by your ex...Right??

However observing others changing partners within that circle of friends itself, it just leaves me to wonder...Where is the specialty in that? I leave this for all readers to enlightened me with this question of mine. I'm not here to kutuk anyone, I'm just asking...as this is just a piece of my thought. I mean...Shouldn't you at least consider what you really feel before popping that 3 strong words?

It's your birthday honey. =)

Happy birthday, honey. I wish you nothing but all the UNHAPPINESS in the world. You certainly deserve it. You toyed with my heart just because of yours got played with. Yes dear, I'm still bitter about what you had done to me.

What did I ever do wrong to you? Why am I the punching bag for your frustrations? Why the fuck am I too nice to even give a chance for someone undeserving like you?

So my dear, thank you for taking advantage of my feelings. You are the reason why women become materialistic and shallow.

Esh! Tensionlah!

During raya, all my cousin and young aunt ever talked about was love, love, love. I just sit quietly and carefully cut the long beans awaiting to be cooked by our mothers at the kitchen. Yes, our views are so different between my cousin, aunt and myself that I don't fathom on rebutting their visions on love. This song describes exactly what I feel that time.

Transformation of A Butterfly

"Young people are so rude. They are selfish brats." a good friend of mine complained.

I nodded in agreement, recurring recent events with my juniors and I. My juniors were very noisy at the back while my lecturer were having his discussion with us at front. It snapped me pretty good. Come on juniors, if you don't want to respect your seniors, it's fine, but don't you ever treat your lecturer like a carpet for you to step on. It's not nice my dears.

"They are spoiled brats! Fiza here thinks that people like them will change as they grow up and face life experience, I don't believe that will ever happen, like my spoiled brother." another friend added. I sense anger and annoyance in her voice.

"No way Fizaaa. Once they are 15 and they are still brats, they will forever be brats. They will never change." my friend commented.

This time, I disagree. My reply to them was weak, but this is actually what I wanted to say;

Do you believe in good people turned bad?
Do you believe in those people who committed sins to repent and change?
If you believe that they can change, than why can't these spoiled brats change?
Some of our juniors, are damn right rude, I agree. However, they are young and their journey are just starting...
I have to admit, there are people who never change...and yes, this is because they have never been bitch-slapped by reality. Constantly being sheltered by loved ones, making them dependent.
But I have seen people who have change for the better. They grow up because reality hits them. Don't put them in the same position as you. Everyone is different.

I understand why my friend said that people can't change once they are 15 and above. The older you get the harder it is to change, it's true but it's not impossible...=)