Lost in the Crowd

I'm lost. Everyone seems to know what they want to do with their life, and I don't. Someone told me that I should do 'art' and to be honest, hearing it makes me angry. I have tried that, and it failed miserably, remember? I appreciate her for acknowledging my talent, but she did not realized that my passion disappears when I convert a hobby into a career. Why? Because there's no essence and specialty in my artwork anymore. This makes me unhappy and not content. Plus, you can't rush art.

However it strikes me to ask this question to myself, "Who am I? What am I going to be in the future?" and no answer obtained.

I know what is my nature like. I'm too nice to be a lawyer. I'm too soft to be in the police force. I'm not a perfectionist to be in the conveyancing field. I hate long speeches because it makes me bored and sleepy. And God knows how much I hate politics and reading newspapers--I'm just full with emotions that I think more with my heart rather than my brain. Thinking back, I understand why my friend told me to do 'art.' It seems I lack in passion, interest even motivation to be someone in the legal field.

But I MUST belong somewhere in the society. I'm no genius, but I'm not stupid either. I joined a lot of law events in hoping that I would find the right path. I became the Emcee so that I built my confidence and improve on my public speaking skills. I joined the publicity division because I want to improve on my people skills. So many things to improve and clock is ticking fast.

I know this much that this attitude of mine must change if I want to be in that legal society.

This is what I call Love

"You're in love with me, why?" asked the girl curiously.

"You're different, you're not like any other girls I've met before..." the boy said, looking deeply into her beautiful round eyes.

Bzzt!Bzzt! Change of transmission!

Hello?? You're not like any other girl he has met before? What? She has Three hands and green scaly skin with fins on the cheek? C'mon....

Let me tell you why you feel that this girl is 'the one' and why she's different from the rest...

She's different because she's outside from the scope of your ordinary 'taste'. Everyone has their own favourite traits in the members of the opposite sex. You like a certain body type, stylish, outgoing, intelligent etc etc. When she's outside from the ordinary pick, it'd be a breath of fresh air. She's 'original' because she's not what you're used to. That is why she differs from the ones you've met in previous life. However, it's God's will to open your heart to accept a person that is outside your 'pick'. She's the one because God has opened your heart to accept her. That is what people call 'Jodoh'

Am I irrational?

I am sick of watching lovers displaying their affection in public. I'm talking about kissing and rubbing each other in the library. It's an eyesore. Take it in the car at least if you people can't afford to check into a cheap motel. I understand, they are so much in love that they just can't get enough of each other---but seriously, in a library?! I believe there's always an appropriate place and time for you to display your affection. I know you have the right to do whatever you want, but hey, I also have the right to a peaceful life.

All I'm asking, please...Don't do it anywhere on campus grounds. Your main priority in enrolling into a higher institute is to get education. Ever heard of work hard and play hard? Yeah do that. Work hard on campus then play all you want outside. I won't mind.

However, apart from my heated view, I can't help myself to think whether I am being irrational? So tell me your views. Leave down your comment. Should I just let them be - they're in love or these people should just learn to control themselves.

Question of the week

Would a guy be flattered if a girl plays a guitar for him?