Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I'm not Marriage Material, I'm sorry.

Marriage, can I say that I wanted to get married just so that I could get laid? If only things were that simple, but unfortunately, marriage is more than just sex and looking fabulous on the wedding aisle.

We all know that.

One of my biggest fear would be none other than getting married. A lifetime of responsibility and commitment. The biggest challenge of all mother load of life. I don't think I can cope up with that. I am hardly able to take care of myself, how am I to take care of my husband like what normal wife would?

I'm useless in the kitchen, and lazy too. Cleaning mode only comes when I feel like cleaning--that only comes once in a blue moon...Hates folding clothes...In short--I should have been born as a man as I'm just as nasty as they are...How am I to be a perfect wife for him?

To teach my children with religious teachings---Oh My God, Fail! Why must I rely on others to teach my children the things that is from the first part IS my responsibility...

I conclude...I'm not ready for marriage.

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